So it occurred to me after writing yesterday's post that part of my inability to take actions stems from fear...fear of not getting it right, looking stupid...failing. Without addressing the core issue, action will be difficult to take.
That brought me to create this journal page. I created it as fearlessly as I could. I began smearing gesso all over the page and then added straight watercolor from the tube. I was using the gesso as my water and my fingers as my brush. I wish you could see the intricacies of the background. It really is beautiful!
I cut the letters out of magazine pages. I love the juicy colors and textures that I can find in magazines. Then I fearlessly took my black pen and started drawing the flowers. Normally I would have been so worried I would "mess" it up but I was being fearless!
I went in search of more quotes that spoke to my heart and motivated me to face my fear. Here they are:
Fear: Thief of Dreams
Fear is just excitement without breath
You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience you face...you must do the thing which you think you cannot do.
Fearless minds climb soonest into crowns.
To live in fear is the worst insult to ourselves
Fate loves the fearless.
-James Russell Lowell
and my favorite...
I must not fear. Fear is a mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn my inner eye to its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
-Frank Herbert Dune